HAPPY 4TH MONTHSARY . YEAH !!!

Well , seriously I dont know how to say it . It's been a awesome 4 months relationship and ongoing forever . there have been ups and downs and we dealt with things with a positive set of thoughts . 4months to me , it seems like as if we have been together for 4 years already , I love everything about you and I will always do . Everyone is not perfect but I just love your flaws and all thats in you , You make me laugh cry and jump for joy and thats what my whole life is all about ; Simply You and Me plus our kids . Darling I will never have wanted more from you for you have given all that is needed . Girl I Love You So Much and It will continue . The life of Husband and Wife Continues . I LOVE YOU GRACIA ~! Muacks .

Bad Day .

Evening Readers .

I shall not blog about the happenings . Simply ; Sadness took my smile away .

Suddenly I flashed back and looked at my life , It was rather pathetic and filled with sadness . Without me saying , I bet none of you know that I was twice thrown into depression periodly and being simply just like a walking zombie .

In primary school , being in a lousy class of EM2 , I wasn't being able to get my so-called first girl who is way smarter in EM1 class . I was rather a low down and playful kid with screwed up exam results . When in school's badminton team , being a more elite player , coach didnt select me to play the best . I was again being neglected .

In secondary school , this was my worst days of four years in school . being constantly backstabbed , outcasted by the whole class , being look down on my results . Totally not having the ability to compete with them . I feel terribly weak and often had to hide in my room at home after school just keeping quiet and looking into the sky . Alot terrible happenings did happen . In the sport of Badminton , I commited 9 years of my life into it , trying to fight for my dream and once after another , i was crashed . In polytechnic , year one , I gave up . I wasn't weak but I want to explore my the other side . I took up Mountain Biking : Cross country Racing .

In relationships , Im just weak . I want to do my best to make you happy . no matter how far I have to travel everyday , no matter how hard I have to save my money to get things for you , I will definitely do it . Because I love you . Each time any fights goes on , I want to apologise because fighting does not solve the problem . I wan to hold your hand and walk this last journey . I need your strength of love to continue this because I cannot walk this alone . Each time you ignore me , I break down but i will stood back up and wait for you . I need you . I love you .

I know my life sucked . But I will fight hard for OUR life infuture to make a good family for our kids. I dont know why im typing all this . But yes , I Love You Gracia , I really do .

Signing off ...